It Wasn't Wasted

by Maria Sebastian

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It Wasn't Wasted we try to let it go we leave and come back just pretend we forgot our keys or our hat we try to behave but the moon's out of whack we're geniuses between the nightcap and the dawn attack but this puzzle's nothing new it belongs to the human race not just me and you decade after decade season after season someone's overthinking there's always a reason but wow the power of a beating heart everybody gives 'til they fall apart wish we could go back in time and tell them under those old street lights we are all just moments in time and nothing honest is ever wasted little darling it won't be wasted generations over we learn the hard way it's all been done before and sure Bobby loves Suzy more than any human ever loved another before and it wasn't wasted it wasn't wasted it wasn't wasted (repeat) and wow the power of a beating heart everybody gives 'til they fall apart and it wasn't wasted it wasn't wasted it wasn't wasted (repeat)
2.
We Make Do 03:19
We Make Do there are times in the lot I don't want to get out once I'm in it's OK when I'm done run away boring isn't one of my words but lately I've been polishing turds I know you know the feeling too we roll sleeves up and we make do lemonade from lemon juice we make do my hometown is still here used to wish disappear these days I don't mind it's home and it's mine lonely isn't one of my terms but lately I'm beginning to learn every year we lose a few we light candles and we make do lemonade from lemon juice we make do every day set up my stand bird bush hand comfort comes with quite a curse but some have it worse I know you know the feeling too we roll sleeves up and we make do lemonade from lemon juice we make do every year we lose a few we light candles and we make do lemonade from lemon juice we make do we make do
3.
Songwriter Night I know it seems like I probably expect it that you'd come from far and wide since I've been singing and playing forever for life but I don't take it for granted you drove here with your schedules your headaches your lives with all of the things you'd have done otherwise you chose to be here tonight keep always this moment in mind keep always this moment in mind when we all tried to feel something at the same time all of our gods are alive all of our gods are alive and this is our church if you'll let me be yours like I've always felt you have been mine if I could leave you with something to take home if I could give you something to call your own I'd play a song about finally forgiving and you'd swear that I wrote it for you and you'd make the first move to the person you choose to finally forgive too or I'd play something that stopped you from thinking of all your impossible binds then the show would be over and you'd realize you never once looked at the time time keep always this moment in mind keep always this moment in mind when we all tried to feel something at the same time all of our gods are alive all of our gods are alive and this is our church if you'll let me be yours like I've always felt you have been mine
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I've Never Been So Nothing Before I've never been so nothing before but I've never loved loving nothing more I go out and mix in traffic and though we're living through something tragic I try to find the magic so I won't mind being nothing some more nothing tomorrow like nothing before maybe nothing is more I've never been so nothing before and I've never loved loving nothing more I walk through a nearby park now I've driven past it ten thousand times turns out it's quite something so go on now and mix in traffic and though we've just been through something tragic try, try to find the magic I've never wanted nothing more
5.
Beer Bottles & Coffee Cups you made me smile when you reached out that day you said you had a memory of me meet me out ok then there you were across from me in a cafe and all those years have been kind to you I must say walking with you I felt alive again it's alright I know you tried to feel something try me again when you've had enough empty beer bottles and coffee cups try me again when you've had enough empty beer bottles and coffee cups we were just kids in the city back then I'd never guess that I would see you again you still got that sparkle in your eye I love it I saw it most when you spoke about your kids I hope whoever gets you gets it I know you've seen a lot of changes but you seem to handle 'em so well when day turns to night and you need someone to tell it all to try me again when you've had enough empty beer bottles and coffee cups try me again when you've had enough empty beer bottles and coffee cups beer bottles and coffee cups
6.
Open Doors 04:02
Open Doors closed bars and restaurants closed schools and meeting spots hospitals at breaking points absolutely no street noise closed Venetian waterways they're closing everything today open windows open doors marquee signs from ours to yours open balconies in Rome open live streams from home children born across the world may never know the way we were open doors open doors open doors open doors closed eyes closed for good closed goodbyes 'cause no one could get inside to say goodbye closing gates closing skies some alone and no one knows closed 'til someone finally shows parents close so they can cry closed accounts over night open windows open doors watch a neighbor pace the floor rocking chairs on the porch six feet apart open-ended offerings all that's open now is spring open doors open doors open doors open doors and breathe
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I Hope I Die With Nothing whoo hoo I hope I die with nothing same way in same way out don't need all that useless junk baby it's backseat or bust you can have my coffee maker give away my radio I like my coffee from a window get my news on the road no more Christmas decorations I won't even get a tree the kids are on their own now just a grill wreath for my Jeep I hope I die with nothing same way in same way out don't need all that useless junk baby it's backseat or bust whoo hoo I'm filling up my carpet bag taking off with my new love not quite Neal and Kerouac more like Marple and Holmes I hope I die with nothing same way in same way out don't need all that useless junk baby it's backseat or bust I hope I die with nothing same way in same way out I don't need nothing baby it's backseat or bust whoo hoo
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I'm On Fire 03:20
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I Wish You Wanted To I wish you wanted to but some wishes don't come true it would mean everything that you would do anything the way you say you feel and all that goes with that deal I wish it were the same but some wishes fade away I wish you wanted do the things you do not just because you're scared I'll bring it up again I know you told me then and I got the picture yes pretty dried flower bouquet pretty words we said we'd say but this giant hole between will never go unseen we walk around the edge hoping we don't fall in I wish you wanted to but some wishes don't come true it would mean everything that you would do anything the way you say you feel and all that goes with that deal I wish you wanted to I wish you wanted to the way you say you feel and all that goes with that deal I wish you wanted to I wish you wanted to I wish you wanted to I wish you wanted to
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I Wonder 02:46
I Wonder paint your walls a color to match your mood grab a chair and pull her closer to you while I wonder all these hearts to care for time's bound to tell how I always lose to standing still when I wonder I wonder I wonder and everybody's inside out 'cause we moved all the pieces around but I see you have chosen your way however it goes let me say all this sun before us I'd die to know how it warms your face through that window
11.
Painkiller 03:31
Painkiller well that saw is made for cutting and the sea is meant to drown we're not talking where you wanna go we're talking where you're bound I try to sort them out if they're true the promises I have for you this painkiller does everything it even calls your name this painkiller does everything but kill the pain well I've got this painkiller it's supposed to do me good but I swear it wouldn't help me to feel better if it could the dogs are standing at attention but no one's coming I forgot to mention this painkiller does everything it's got no shame this painkiller does everything but kill the pain this painkiller does everything except for what it claims this painkiller does everything but kill the pain hey painkiller don't hurt me while you're tugging on this chain sing on through the darkness sing on through the rain this painkiller does everything but kill the pain
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Easy's the Hardest Way to Go we never even had a song something to help us to get along during the times when we got it wrong it was too easy I should've known like games we played a lifetime ago easy's the hardest way to go I wish I would've met you back then back when you were willing to take a chance it was too easy I should've known like games we played a lifetime ago easy's the hardest way to go we never even finished our plan you mentioned Memphis I said say when then you just changed your tune like a one-man goddamn band it was too easy I should've known like games we played a lifetime ago easy's the hardest way to go to go it was too easy I should've known like games we played a lifetime ago easy's the hardest way to go I wish I would've met you back then back when you were willing to take a chance we never even had a song something to help us to get along during the times when we got it wrong

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released June 18, 2022

Produced by Maria Sebastian
Engineered by Marc Hunt at Black Rock EPS, Buffalo, NY
Except Open Doors, Engineered by Frank Pusateri
Mastered by Alan Whitney
Note: Joe Bacon recorded his guitar parts at his home and forwarded them. Pat Shaughnessy did the same for his drum tracks.

It Wasn't Wasted: Maria Sebastian: Lyrics, Melody, Vocals, Acoustic Guitars. Marc Hunt: Chord progressions. John G Brady: Bass, Electric Guitars.

We Make Do: Written by Maria Sebastian (Electric Guitar, Vocals). Marc Hunt: Bass. Pat Shaughnessy: Drums.

Songwriter Night: Written by Maria Sebastian (Acoustic Guitar, Vocals). John G. Brady: Electric Guitar, Bass. Pat Shaughnessy: Drums.

I've Never Been So Nothing Before: Written by Maria Sebastian (Acoustic Guitar, Vocals). John G. Brady: Electric Guitars, Bass.

Beer Bottles & Coffee Cups: Written by Maria Sebastian (Acoustic Guitar, Vocals). Title by Rob Jamieson.

Open Doors: Written by Maria Sebastian (Acoustic Guitar, Vocals). Frank Pusateri: Synth Cello

I Hope I Die With Nothing: Written by Maria Sebastian (Vocals). Joe Bacon: Electric Guitars. Marc Hunt: Bass. Pat Shaughnessy: Drums.

I'm On Fire: Written by Bruce Springsteen. Performed by Maria Sebastian (Acoustic Guitar, Vocals). Joe Bacon: Electric Guitar. Marc Hunt: Bass. Pat Shaughnessy: Drums.

I Wish You Wanted To: Written by Maria Sebastian (Acoustic Guitar, Vocals).

I Wonder: Written by Maria Sebastian (Acoustic Guitar, Vocals).

Painkiller: Written by Jules Shear. Performed by Maria Sebastian (Vocals, Acoustic Guitar). Jeremy Keyes: Harmonica

Easy's the Hardest Way to Go: Written by Maria Sebastian (Acoustic Guitar, Vocals).

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Maria Sebastian Buffalo, New York

Maria Sebastian has earned 12 Buffalo / Nightlife Music Awards, a People’s Choice Award, a Buffalo Spree Album of the Year Award, and 3 Global Music Awards. She was inducted into the Buffalo Music Hall of Fame in 2021 and has had music placed in TV and film. Maria opened 8 times for Roger McGuinn (The Byrds) and has toured as a backup singer / rhythm guitarist with 10,000 Maniacs. ... more

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